2 Month Check-up

Noah is not quite 2 months old yet, but he went for his "2-month" check-up today - and received his first round of vaccines. Noah obviously didn't know what to expect. He was just lying there, stripped down to his diaper, then all of a sudden stuck with 3 needles, one after another! Each time the needle went in, his eyes grew really wide (in shock, I assume), then he would start crying hysterically - real pain registering for the first time in his short life. The needles, the crying, his complete ignorance of what was going on until it happened, was just too much for me. I didn't quite start crying, but I came real close and definitely starting tearing up. So, so sad. I can't believe I need to bring him back in 2 months to do it all over again! Today, I'm ignoring all the advice on when to feed, when to sleep, and just letting Noah do whatever he wants, whenever he wants.